paradoxical reaction

I quit C/t last month and went to detox but lasted only 6 hours as they could not meet my chronic health needs so i was on Fentanyl and chewing it from 500mcg to 200 mcg so i was really sick and anded up doing 2 ambulance rides all due to Clonopin and shots of morphine working paradoxicaly and creating more pain! so in order not to die i went on 30mg hydromorph 3 times a day and managed 2 times  day i am on 18 mg 3 times a day but i now realize they are making my legs and feet ache very bad, and making me feeling worse so i have not had an oxy now for 20 hours and feel better, how do i explain this to my doctor?, i know i can reverse some of these effects with restoril and no oxy as i have hardly slept in a month i am so tired i can not drive as i already hit my fence with the car and am entering alternate reality from lack of sleep and i am afraid i might lose it!!!

[dominosarah]

So what are you taking now?  I would try explaining to your doctor what you have said here and hopefully he will understand.

[ZJILLIAN]

Sounds like you need to write this all down in detail and bring it to your doctor. Tell him that you would like to discuss your complicated drug/pain history. Sometimes it helps when you make an appointment to let them know ahead that you want a long appointment to discuss serious drug related issues with your doctor so you won't feel rushed.