random update and thought

[penny1974]

As I started this journey back in February I felt emotional and scared and in disbelieve that I put myself in a position of addiction. Mentally, physically, and habitual (habit). It has taken time and willpower, trial and mistakes for me to get where I am today. I'm so close to the Finnish line and I know I will succeeded. I started out at my highest in December/January 5 to 7a day in norco 10's and now down to 3 5's a day. I still work and take care of my family and home. It has been hard but buy choice to tapper for many reasons. The world has become clearer and I can't even Imagine going back. My parents take norco for pain (good people and you may not ever know) but I can see how they are on the meds and understand now the effects they cause on our body's and mind.  They are lifers unless forced by regulations or the Dr. But I don't see the Dr ever taking them off.  I look forward to being free of the pills and encourage any one lurking to start breaking free. And good job to those who have made the jump and that are working their clean time. You all can do it and you will feel and see the results. Time and patients is surly needed. It is worth the fight..

[penny1974]

Hi Merri123,   I have been taking it slow also but like you said for me it works.  I'm committing to my next drop in two weeks. I hope you are doing good.  I'm looking forward to the new year.

I completely understand about after care but it is not for me for now. I have a goal and I will meet it and not turn back. Sorry if that is disappointing to some but my focus is on the right path and I will continue to keep it that way.  Thank you for your thoughts ;)

[vicki595]

I'm glad the taper is working for you Penny!  Are you participating in any recovery care?  You know how much we recommend it here!

[Merri123]

Penny!!! I've been thinking about you lately. I'm glad you are still tapering and getting there. Just wait, the new year will be even better for you.

You are doing great. So glad you are seeing the light and how much your life has been changing. I did a Sssllloooowwwww taper too and everyone thought I was nuts but I could jump off. Needed to do it that way and it worked.

Keep going. When will your next drop be?