seriously....

so today has been so totally hard. day 2.

my husband was nice enough to call my doctor to tell him what I had done - quit taking the pills.  Needless to say the doctor was NOT happy, he felt I should have called before I flushed the pills and taken myself off them slowly.  well I knew I wouldn't do it that way, duh thats why I am where I am, I didn't take them the way I was supposed to...

but he wouldn't give me anything to take the edge off.... well I guess its okay cause then its just one more thing to come off of... but still you would think he would support me coming off of what I feel is getting to a seriously bad place.....

[febninthgirl]

Good for you stand strong don't go back you can do this

[NorcoQueenoftheUniverse]

You FLUSHED.. and that is a STEP in the right direction!  

Hang in there sweetie... It will be rough at first but I KNOW you can DO THIS!  

Big PLUS... you have the SUPPORT of your husband... (forget your doctor... he doesn't LOVE you like your husband does)

Keep posting as we all care about you!

[prayformetoo]

You definitly did the right thing. You CAN do this. It's not easy, but well worth it.
Steve

[Florida_Guy737]

Understanding your addiction is a crucial step in your recovery; keep posting and when times get hard, and they will, post some more.  Stay the course and you'll soon be counting weeks, then months and then years.  

I'm almost 2 years clean now and have no worries...

[Michiganguy328]

Hang in there and you are doing the right THING!!!   Be strong!!