shakey shakey!

[Katrina81]

Whew what a rough day today! Had to deal with divorce stuff and HIM today and he is a HUGE trigger for me. I made it thru though and came out stronger as a result! Just gotta surrender and believe in yourself sometimes. I didnt let myself down. But im glad that today is over. My lil girl is laying next to me sleeping peacefully. What an inspiration that sweet lil face is. Im exhaling now as a good friend told me to  ;)

[Katrina81]

So had the day off from school and work today and decided to clean like a mad woman. I was getting rid of some old clothes in my dresser. Picked up a pair of jeans and underneath them was 2 percocets. Oh my gosh! I froze. Just stood there and stared at them. Then i got MAD. I picked them up and screamed and yelled at them. Told them EXACTLY what i felt bout em. Anyone listening has probably never heard such vulgar language! I flushed em down the toilet. What a test. My gosh im exhausted after that and yet so exhilirated at the same time. Crazy  but i feel a type of closure after yelling at those pills! What a day

[dominosarah]

Divorce is no fun but sounds like he was very toxic for you.  Let yourself feel the emotions you are having now.  Dont bottle them up.   You are doing great!!!        sara

[tired_of_oxy]

Way to go Katrina! And yes, those lil angel faces are quite an inspiration to get/stay clean. For me, my kids are the main reason I want to kick this monkey off my back for good. It must be empowering each time you celebrate one of these victories, give you more strength and confidence for the next challenge. Celebrate!