Ok so I took 2 soma pills hoping to get through without taking my very small supply of lortab 10, I'm going to cave I know it, I don't want to, but i feel it, the soma makes me feel drunk and tired, like in a lazy state, that's why I take the other, i have energy and get through my day with an upbeat attatude, but without I'm a major *****, wtf, how did I let myself do this. I am at the point where i do not feel normal unless I have my daily dose, that cant be right, I need to feel normal, normally, cant spell worth ****, but you do it the point. I just want to lay down and die.........Suboxone would work wonders for sure, if I could afford it, but not sure if I can. Will see. just wanted to vent, help keep my fingers and mouth from going to my stash.............