sub taper update

[Pjtwenty]

So to sum up my situation for those that need it. Been taking sub's since Jan. Worked my way up to 8mg a day. This past Friday may 15 took last 8mg. (I break them up so was dosing 4 times a day equaling 8mg)
After reading that jumping from 8mg might be insane I decided to try a taper. Since my source was out until Tues I was left with nothing. I felt pretty good not good Saturday.  Sun a lot if anxiety, Mon same but creepy crawly feeling too. Tues got 2 more pills, which I hate compared to strips. Really hard to break up.
Took about 3/4 pill Tues took about same Wed. Took remaining I guess roughly half today.
I got more pills to continue tapering. Not taking anymore today. Plan is to take half a pill tomorrow and Sat. Skip sun. Quarter Mon and turs. Skip wed quarter thyrs. Skip Fri. Quarter sat and then wait for the fun. I know its a quick taper but I'm so ready to be done with this crap. I've fed been WD. Feelings are surfacing big time. That's about all I have for now. Felt like a ramblehere, lol

[pillguy]

For anyone willing to take on the Beast, all I have is respect.  Hang in there.  Anything worth having takes some sacrifice

[jugglin]

Running out the door PJ, but wanted to tell you that you are doing a great job!  You know how to do it and what you need to do and you are all over it. Kudos my friend!

[Pjtwenty]

also I'm at work right now so I'm trying to give an update but trying to do it frantically lol also for anyone that doesn't know I realized back in September October on good ol pain pills did that until the end of December when unfortunately for me decided to try subs also I'm posting using talk to text and as I like to tell everyone when I do this the grammar ***** probably because I'm humble so bad and my phone can't recognize what I'm saying :-) oh well I hope my update was helpful for anyone following my story I'm definitely ready to be over this crap and get back on track where I was before going to meetings reaching out I felt so much better and free then not like I do now I feel trapped I feel scared I don't feel like me and I dont like that I have a lot to offer and relapsing is not doing anything to help me shine that's for sure thanks for listening