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if i were you i'ld take it nice and slow....get really stable at the 6-8/day dose. what's the hurry? bup is addictive, but it sounds as if you have put your time in with gut shredding wd....and besides you did say something about pain issues...if the bup is good at controling the pain, you may choose to stay with it. i get no pain control from bup...just reief from wd's. my expierence with bup has been the less the beter...but that's just me. in high doses bup can be real wierd stuff...but if your doing well with it, who could argue against you taking your time?
keep an angle on your shoulder
kip
Thanks, yea, I finally did it, was so tired of the whole methadone scene!!! If I had known way back then I might not have even gotten on. I am not knocking it by no means, it has helped save many lives. But I think in my sitiuation I could have done it without it. But back then they put you on a high dose then they leave you there. I did not stay on the high dose though, even though most did choose to stay on that dose. The highest I was on was 65 the first few years, then down to 30 for most of the rest. The last 2 years I slowly detoxed and I am finally off for good!!! And I feel great!! I know I will need at least a few months to let my body heal, so I guess I will just take it one day at a time, but if I do end up by staying on at least I can get a script from a doctors office once a month and not have to have all of the clinic environment, rules and the feeling of being imprisoned there. I am glad and relieved to be out of the whole environment. Life is looking good....
Thanks for responding...
Sharon
Yes, I guess I am lucky that I was able to get on this med and have it work so well for me. I am in no hurry to get off because it is helping me with both issues. So far my opinion is that I think that this med is going to help a lot of people. And I am grateful that I found it.
Sharon
i had no idea you were getting your methadon the clinic route! a special congradulatios is in order. my only expierence with methadone was the clinic route....and i couldn't do it! in the late '60's in the Mpls area al one had to do was walk in off the street and be willing to turn over practically every decision you would ever make to some a**hole counselor for the rest of your life. i've lost many friends to the clinic's over the years...most are dead of self inflicted gunshots...so all of us (and you) have so much to be
gratfull for. i for one, can say, i did not wait in line at some clinic, to be treated like a subnormal child. stick with your doc and the bup...many of us will pray for you!
keep an angel on your shoulder
kip
Buprenorphine - Subutex - Suboxone
Physician Locator - A direcotry of physicians that offer Buprenorphine Treatment.
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your post in this thread came close to tearing up my heart and then caving in my chest...it's not just your lack of access to bup...you very much desearve it...
i've had a very bad afternoon and i doubt i can put into words what is going on wth me...see i've just gotten a good job after going all winter without...i should be happy...but what is happiness to a junky???a few extra mmgs. of our favorite poision?? see my years put in as a junky have not gotten me much, except for extream mistrust in happiness...
but enough of my bad afternoon...i'm just sick into my own heart, hurting the people i love the most...i do not trust happiness!!
for what it's worth, tonight i will pray that you and i and people like us will recieve not what we want, but what we need. i'm sorry
i don't have any answers for you or me or anyone else tonight...i just do not trust happiness...
keep an angel on your shoulder...and pray to want the things you need!
kip
percs
You seem to always come through though bro, so just hang in, you'll make it there, wherever 'there' is for you! Peace! Bill
It's like written in another language. anyway you all are in my heart, I know I seem like an uncaring ditz sometimes but thats my addiction, I used to be smart and witty lol Love Badd
OK, do not loose you family, since it is that important, go do the right thing on Monday, get REAL help. You can't get this **** out of your system until you stop putting it in. Bill
today has gone much beter...stuck to my med schedule, instead of trying to delay the mid-day dose as long as possiable. so 40 mg. of oxy down the pipe (didn't even chew them!), a glass of ice-tea and Solomon Burke (proud mary, bell sessions) on the tunes box.maybe it's the music...but i seem to be having a much beter time of things today. of course i may be over-looking the power of this forum...a few kind words, a verbal kick in the ass...just acknowledgement from another addict...all of us are so good at hiding!! i'll bet i make sense to somebody out there...if so let me know,OK... i know i ain't doing this alone, and sometimes, even the oldtimers get stuck behind a load of stuff they just can't handle alone. i've always looked at this forum as a life-line, and a VERY long term commitment on my part. ya' know i've been here since 2001, and in that time it's saved my ass to many times to count! i'ld like to think i've made a difference for someone else too!
i'm starting to rambleing (and) probably getting somewhat tire-some to listen to. i just want let ya' all know i'm gonna care about each and every one of you! and there isn't a f**king thing any one can do about it!!
keep an angel on your shoulder
kip
Thank You Terri
I wouldn't be too worried about your blood pressure. Honest, I'm surprised the pharmacist expressed any alarm about it at all. The 100/70 ish one is actually in the very healthy range. The 82/62 while being a little on the low side and I would definitely mention it to your doc at the next appt., is nothing to be too scared about. Very recently in the last week or so, I read an article in one of the medical journals that the much reported perfect reading of 120/80 is actually slightly on the high side. I was a medical assistant and worked in a doctors office and took tons of blood pressures every day for years and just wanted to let you know in case you were worrying about it- don't.
percs
about bup...
1) it is addictive
2) it is a controlled substance (releat with all of th hysteria of any other mood altering drug)
3) i am somewhat disturbed by numbers of us whom have rushed to embrace bup, only to discover my first 2 points!
i do not wish to sound as if i'm against something that helps people...bup has and will continue to free a lot of people from the
chain of addiction. it is not however the only answer. and it is not
the "all incluive cure for addiction," that so many addict think it is going to be. new studys coming from the UK seem to contradict many of the hopes of american opiate addicts about bup.
keep an angel on your shoulder
kip
Sharon
beter have some imodium (immodium) handy. don't worry about the kionipin, it's probably the most non-abusive benzo.
god's speed and keep an angel on your shoulder...
kip
My question is this...do any of you have any experience with shifting over from dones to bup? Sharon, I know you went a couple of weeks with no dones and it worked well, but there's no way I can go that long at the levels I am at. Is it true that a person needs to go 12-24 hrs with nothing before they try bup (with no naloxone)? I've been thinking about shifing over to something else (like morphine) for a week and then trying bup. My doc says everything he learned in the 8-hr class he took on bup turned out to be wrong. So much misinformation out there on bup!!! Do any of you have any first hand info?
Luv y'all,
Rider
Like I said please post a new question so others can see your question.. thanks and welcome
The max time used for this is two weeks.........
For the Addict two weeks rarely happens and like any other drug the addict uses days turn into weeks then months and sometimes even yrs........
The cost for these drugs is very high and like Methodone doctors make a bundle of money and build homes in Aruba.........because addicts will misuse subutex and suboxone like they did the drugs that got them into trouble in the first place......
Inpatient detox is the best way to go where control is in the hands of professionals....
In a professional detox for opiates the max use is only five days.....
These drugs work great for what there intended for but they can also be used to substitute from your drug of choice.......it is a slippery slope and with out help the addict will mis use it......
Good luck if this is the route that you go to get off opiates but try to remember two weeks is all you should use this drug for ..........
She took the meds as prescribed and got off...........She is amazing.................and I have so much respect for her...............
She is also using medical treatment for her terrible back with her back or neck.........
She is a model on the forum to emulate.........
Keep with it FLaddict your one of my heros on the forum.........
I stopped taking my very high dose of vicodin and soma and decided to go through withdrawl symptoms and being sick for 6 days. Yes it was bad but I really wanted to be able to tell if the subutex made me not sick, so I figured I really had to be into the meat of sick to feel it work.
Anyway, I did that, started with 4X8 mg for a week and dropped to 3X8 mg a day for a year .
The way I look at it is, Taking subutex is much much better than being on the drugs, so I was going to worry about stooing when or if I decided to. Why have the extra stress right now of thinking about stopping subutex when I just started it?
I learned quite a bit about it. You can take all your daily dose in the morning and it works on a level with a huge half life.( it lasts much longer than full agonist opiates)
You don't get high so there is little chance to chase it all day like vics.
If you only want to take it when you really have to, yawning is the sign that it is at a very low level in your system. When a month has gone by, you will not get major withdrawl symptoms by stopping it from time to time. I was afraid of running out at first , but after trying to not take it a few times, I found out the worst symptom I got was yawning.
A few facts: Yes it is an opiate and may show up in a blood test.
It is a partial agonist, where vicodin,oxy etc, are full agonists. This is how they fill the opiate receptors in the brain. When the receptors are filled, your pain is sort of not able to get signals to the brain. Opiates are not killing the pain, they are filling receptors making it hard to impossible for the pain message to get to the brain and back to the point of pain being felt. Subutex fills these receptors too, so it does stop most pain messages getting through. It lasts a lot longer. You do not get high.
If you take oxy or vicodin while on it, it will not work becasue the receptor is already filled with subutex. Vicodin only works if the receptors will accept the vicodin in. If they are full of subutex, there is no place for the vicodin to go, so it just takes another round trip through your system.
Is subutex addictive? I cannot see how. I know addiction well and this stuff, you just need to take it for the first months to change yourself in a lot of ways. Then you can take it for 6 months or a year and then taper off and quit with no problem.
Put it this way, if you gave subutex to a person who was no addicted to opiates and not having withdrawl, they would have no idea they took it. It only mimics the action of filling the receptors and you take much less mg's of it than you were of your drug. So you can see that it loasts very long and you dont run to it all day.
I suggest to those who want to take it, do not be afraid of addiction. You need to get off your drugs and this is really a great way to do it.
I would try to be off the drugs and sick for at least 2 days before you start subutex.
Then start with 32 mg for a week and drop to 24mg for the duration. Then when you want ot quit, it is easy, you just start tapering off as slow or fast as you feel is right for you.
Suboxone is not for the pill taker. Suboxone is only for those who crush oxycontin up and inject it. Suboxone will make the oxy injectors very sick if they inject while taking suboxone. It is just subutex with an agent to make you sick if you inject opiates.
I was on it at first but told my doctor that I was concerned that I didnt need that agent as I didnt inject, but what if I got in a bad accident and the hospital injected me with morphene? So she changed me to subutex and I am fine today.
If you are taking subutex and think it isnt working, then you didnt go through the being sick before you take it. No it will not be felt to work if you go right from taking 20 vicodin a day to taking subutex without taking at least a day of withdralw sick. It will work but you may think it is not,
I don't know why people are saying it is hard to stop subutex when they havent even taken it. I took it for a year after yrs of heavy hydro soma use and stopped and it was nothing at all like stopping hydro cold turkey. You just stop and walk away. I took 32mg of subutex a day for a year and tapered off for a few weeks and that was it.
What a miracle subutex has been for me. I would be dead if I would have listened to the people saying it was addictive and worse symptoms and all that hogwash.
Thank
god that I passed on the scare tactics and found out for myself.
complete name.LOL So,the sub is working good for your Perc problem?
I need to get off both Oxy and Methadone,so I think maybe the Sub is
my answer,what do you think? I'm still laughing,since you only need to
put a ein after my name and add your last name to mine,to get my full
name. Very small world indeed. Good luck with the Sub and keep us
posted.Peace.
So I have the pain, my head is clear, I'll take the subs for awhile longer and then see how easy it is to come off of them. I really don't care if i never come off, but I hate the idea of traveling and losing them and stuck without any. It goes to show that any dependence is a big nut to crack.
Good luck and remember everyting I say is my expereince and could be totally different for someone else. You have to find your own road, this is what has worked for me.
If your 100% on vics the mild w/d's will be something like your pupils may be changed, skin crawly a little bit, yawning etc. I was barely feeling w/d's when I started and I was fine. Depending upon whether your going to use sub just to get through physical w/d's or if you're going to stay on it longer to help with cravings you will need to SLOWLY taper off the sub before quitting it if you stay on long term. But it's absolutely nothing compared to vic w/'d or tapering from vics. As long as you go really slow the w/'d should be very mild. In the interest of full disclosure I will state that I am a sub user and have not tapered yet so my info is purely based on what I've heard from other people on forums, bulletin boards, meetings etc. Please feel free to email me if you need more info. I'm very excited for you!
And to be clear the FAQ I posted is not a negative side of sub.. but it is the info Docs and people in the 'honeymoon" phase of Sub won't tell you, i think of it as a disclaimer for people thinking about getting on it or people on it that their docs have no idea what they are doing.