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If I may ask, why do you want to get off of methadone? Are there other reasons beside not liking the feeling of depending on medication? Obviously you would also be dependent on bupe. I'm on methadone too- 70 mg a day for over 3 years- and I too hate the thought that if all the methadone clinics closed, I'd be in pretty deep s**t! Then again, diabetics and epileptics are also dependent on their meds and they probably don't feel guily- so should we rreally let it bother us?
I think the very best thing is to live completely drug free. I would like to possibly do that someday, but I'm not willing to sacrifice all that I have worked so hard for by trying to chase that dream before I'm ready for the reality. If I were you, I would consider how long I'd been on methadone, how much time I'd been clean, how stable I feel and how supportive my family/friends are of me, and if I still feel like using or even consider it an option. Then, if after considering all that, you feel that it is a good time to get off of methadone, I would talk to my counselor and start a nice slow taper. If you feel shaky one week or something negative is going on in your life, take a break from tapering that week.
I did a slow taper like that about 13 years ago, and had hardly any problems. Just some loss of energy, since i was used to depending on my dose to get me motivated. But no nightmare symptoms like you hear about. And I stayed clean for 7 years before stupidly backsliding into a relapse.
Good luck- think it over carefully and remember the most important thing is not to go back to using.
Best wishes and prayers to you,
-Dee