wanting to quit drinking

[brighteyes41]

I have anxiety and drinking takes away my worries.  I don't like myself at all and have been trying to be this perfect girl my whole life.  Well, it isn't working.  When I do something stupid like drink ......i can't remember what I did...then I get down on myself more.  So yes I drink because of  reason.

[brighteyes41]

I'm only 40 too and i have to quit this

[carlaa]

i feel the same way.. iv'e been battling this disease for 20 years and i'm onlny 40 years old.. thank God i'm still healthy.. i just came out of detox again and i really want to change.. i'm ready ffor a good life but for some reason i have a hard time...