From 13 to 39 I don't think I ever drank a glass of water, only booze. Now I only drink water. lol It can be done. Power to you~ Here's to 2nd chances~
Too bad we cant see inside to our organs and see what they go thru. When we cut ourselves we can see the healing but our organs are so much more complex, not to mention VITAL. They are all connected and need to work together and when we drink it just shorts out. I hope that made sense!! I have been sober for many years and clean off drugs. I am so very grateful that i was allowed another chance at this thing we call life. Many didnt get that chance. I am so glad you are one of those who was given a 2nd chance~
I had no idea that my body was this debilitated by alcohol. The swelling is going down a lot . I have the sweat that smells weird, and my intestines are still cramping just a little. Lips get numb when I sweat- I guess when the toxins come out it makes my face sting too. I never really had any nightmare because I didn't sleep much for 5 days. I am taking lots of vitamins and watching my appetite because weight loss is huge to me. I don't want to be fat anymore. I was thin when I started drinking 10 years ago. I am supposed to have a sonogram soon. All of my labs were normal, but a month ago my ALT//AST was slightly elevated (like maybe by 10 points).
Mentally, the things that used to drive me to drink are out of my life. (unfortunately, 2 of them died- but they were the BIG 2). The other issue, I resolved over time, and decided that anger and drinking were only hurting me, not the ones I was trying to get back at. My eyes were opened to deny negative people into my life-especially friends. Got rid of some very toxic friends, so now my house is all clean, and I am ready to move on.
My husband is being very supportive. I was drinking some MiraLax this afternoon to try to pull some of the fluid buildup out of my system into my colon and my huband smelled the glass haha.
Congrats on getting your life back!! Alcohol beats the living crap out of our internal organs. It takes awhile to heal from the damage we have caused. I always figured when i quit my organs were just letting me know they were chapped with me for abusing them and this was my punishment! Thankfully i have still listened to them and have treated them good. If this problem persists i would go and see a gastro doc. We seem to crave sugar once we stop(ibizan commented on that!) Eat fruits and veggies. Are you doing anything with recovery care? That is also important as we bury many demons while using.
Thanks, I heard that a lot of people replace the alcohol with food, so I am going to really be careful about that. I pledge not to buy oreo ice cream :) It's nice if you know these things ahead of time so you can watch your intake. That is why I love this forum. It is so helpful.
We alcoholics discover food when we stop drinking...especially sweets!Within the first 9 months of my sobriety i was wolfing a LOT of oreo ice cream cookie sandwiches,choc covered cherries,ice cream...within 9 months i'd packed on 39 pounds!my weight has gone up and down over the years....but having once struggled w/restrictive aneurexia i'm @ a healthy weight today...and eat what i like...but in palm size portions as recommended!
Thanks. That gives me hope!
TONS of carbs,sugars in alcohol plus lack of good health habits...hang in there....it took time to get that way and it will take time to remedy it!One day at a time w/the not drinking and the belly shaping up too!:)
Yes, I had all that and everything was normal. This is really freaking me out. I am so scared. That is why I went to the ER. The pain and everything is resolving, but my gut is still really enlarged.
Did u have a fasting CBC done w/liver enzyme count?U need to know how the drinking affected your liver and pancreas!