I turned 21 a few months ago, prior to this I started feeling really unusually low. I would lock myself in my room and cry about everything. I thought these episodes were because I didn't want to turn 21 and blamed it on growing up. As my birthday neared, these low points would get me really stressed and what could be depression turned to anxiety. I've never had problems with my sleeping, and recently I can't sleep because my brain is overdrive thinking and worrying constantly. I've not had any panic attacks but I've been close. I'm not sure if feeling this anxious about my life is just apart of growing up? However, during all of this I've started hallucinating, it doesn't occur only at night so I know they're not night terrors. I see black shadows, bats, snakes and spiders. I'm not sure if hallucinations can be stress or depression related? I'm a university student living in a student house and I thought all of this would go when I moved back home with my family for christmas, and it hasn't. I don't know what to do anymore and I feel like i'm going crazy and like i'm losing all sense of reality. It's always on my mind and I hate it.