Why did you need a note from your doctor to get an AIDS test?
Carol
Get the test done! The fear of the unknown is so much worse than the known...As I have stated before to other posts is that HIV is very hard to contract if through oral or vaginal sex. You would have had to had an open sore either in your mouth or in your vagina. The way to contract HIV is blood to blood or bodily fluids to blood. I would think that you are fine, but still get the test done anyway...I was a virgin and was convinced that I had HIV! (LONG TIME AGO AND A VERY LONG STORY!) I was not put at ease until I was tested. Those who suffer from anxiety need to have things "proven" to them (and sometimes that doesn't even work!) I think much of your anxiety is due to feeling guilty about your boyfriend. Let that go.....the past is the past.
Your risk for contracting HIV from your exposure was very minimal (and that assumes your partners were HIV+).
If you post in the HIV forum you will be able to get a better idea of the actual odds and I guareentee people there will say you will not test positive.
You need to go and get the test results. Once you have done so, you will be able to move on with your life.