Paranoia?

[cranbird]

I am 18 and I've been paranoid all my life. I am not sure what I am suffering from. I get worried over many things. Last week, I took a huge dump before going out without wiping properly. I felt irritation down there whilst eating with friends. After a few drinks I hoped onto a taxi where I talked to people over the phone and started doing things on my phone (i don't quite remember what i think it was looking at pictures). As a result, I wasn't fully aware of the direction we were heading but I don't recall passing out or waking up. After I got home I hopped into the shower and when I washed my butt with water I realised there was pain. I didn't think of it at that time but I conjured the idea that I could have been raped overthinking the events. Do I have a mental illness or something along the lines of that? I am quite worried to say the least.

[cranbird]

I only had a can of beer and one (medium) cup of wine over the span of two hours. I think I was conscious as far as I am concerned. The thought of that only arised after I got home.

[PMM65]

it sounds like someone could have spiked your drink?  

[Jerry_NJ]

Sounds like an overreaction to me... but if you were drinking (had a few drinks) you might try avoiding alcohol in the future - if that is what you were drinking.

You are listed as a "male" so I find your concern about "rape" an even greater stretch.. perhaps your "profile" is incorrect on the gender.

But, I'm an old guy so I have little experience in what goes on these days as I am not part of it - hope you take care to remain "in control" and not be "under the influence" of anything.