You posted a very complete note about your anxiety symptoms, but I didn't read anything about what you are doing in your therapy to start recovering from the anxiety. I do know what you are talking about and it did take me awhile to get out of denial that it was anxiety and then moving forward into recovery....
Denial kept me running to doctors and searching the internet for answers about my symptoms, denial kept me taking my pulse, counting my heartbeats, focusing on the dizziness, watching the anxiety get worse and worse.
Denial grew as the symptoms grew....Then I became afraid to be alone in case I would die, alone, in my bed, on the floor, on the toilet and the anxiety took over my life .
I went to the emergency room one bad night and if you know emergency rooms, it was utter chaos there but because of the heart symptoms, I was rushed in immediately. The was a 80 year old attending physician who sat me down after his exam and for 2 hours we sat and talked about what anxiety is, how it presents itself and then gave me numbers to call for a Group Therapy and therapist that worked with anxiety and depression.
I went home and never looked at my physical symptoms in the same way.
The symptoms were pointing to deeper emotional problems that I had not been willing to look at and once I got into a group with guided therapy I have not had but one or 2 symptoms and then I stop and ask myself, " Whats going on?" and using the tools I learned in group the symptoms are addressed and then dissipate....
I do wish you the very best that life has to offer. You may never get your old life back, that is in the past and needs to be dealt with as the past. You are wanting to move forward into a beautiful future and that will take work and committment to yourself to have the best life possible....
Wishing you the very best....
M
Ik it can get really debilitating I'm sorry to hear what you going through I feel your pain. I hope you feel better. I wish this would all just go away
I started having the same thing happen to me in Dec. It started out while I was just sitting watching TV then I got a rush of heat in my chest and my heart took off racing and my legs went tingly and I thought I would black out. I went to the ED and they did an EKG and said I looked fine. I had this happen a few more times and I went to my regular doctor who put me on a 30 day monitor and also ordered a treadmill test and a ultrasound if my heart. All came back good but I still have lots of chest pain and pressure and I sometimes wake up shaky. I started taking my pulse alot even in the middle of the night and sometimes it spikes up to 133 for no reason and I will just feel crapy for days.. My doc says its all anxiety
As well as holter monitor not holster
Sorry the parenthesis was supposed to be cardio not Cairo I apologize