Hey folks, I think the regulars here know my story. I had a very odd reaction to stopping Paxil over three and a half years ago, and I've never gotten over what happened. Basically, I was being treated for panic attacks, and ended up with constant anxiety, stifling depression, huge anticipatory anxiety, and worse phobia problems. Because my then psychiatrist never told me about withdrawal and never did what he should have done, which was put me back on Paxil and taper even more slowly than the six week taper he used, I just was left to suffer and had to figure out what happened on the internet. Anyway, after about a year of it not resolving, and not being able to use the natural medicine I'd intended to try because of the mounting side effects I was having with the Paxil because one of the effects I've had is paradoxical reactions, I agreed to go on Lexapro. It helped a little -- I did get a few hours of sleep for the first time in a year -- but not nearly enough. When the dose was raised to 30mg things got really weird, so my new psychiatrist took me off and switched me to Celexa. I'm now on 30mg and getting headaches and gaining weight and having weird sleep, but that wasn't surprising, I've been on tricyclics and ssris and it seems the only ones that work are the ones that come with side effects. I expected her to up the dose to 40mg, but she surprised me today on our monthly phone call by suggesting it was a failure, that ssris didn't seem to be working for me, and though she has no idea how to deal with my unusual situation, she was inclined to try either Neurontin/Gabapentin or Depakote. I was pretty taken aback, and we ended with me going to 40mg of Celexa until I see her next month. I've heard a lot that gabapentin and like meds often cause more anxiety, and I admit knowing nothing about Depakote because my issue has never called for an anti-psychotic. So, folks, any thoughts here?