It sounds like you need to interview Drs to see who you click with.Remember that they are working for you. There are good ones and some that are'nt as caring or knowledgeable. Finding one that specializes in PTSD would be great. It might be a good idea to write things down that you want to talk about before your appointment so you don't feel overwhelmed, rushed or forget anything.
We that have anxiety have what we call our safe person, or persons. Mine are my daughter, husband and mom. This is very common.
Yes, there are things you can do. My daughter has depression, anxiety and PTSD. She takes meds, exercises, is planning to start yoga in the next week, and also sees a counselor.
I'm not saying that you will need meds the rest of your life. Chances are once you find a good therapist and learn coping skills, you won't. But, they may want to put you on meds for awhile to get your anxiety down and help you sleep.
Is it alright if I have my daughter send you a private message? She's also a member here at Medhelp and knows so much about PTSD. If it is alright, she will let you know she's my daughter.
Hang in there, okay. I know it's so very hard but your going to get through this.
It's weird because I don't "think about my thoughts", or have crazy intrusive thoughts when I'm playing with my son. This is what the psychologist called an "anchor"...places where I feel safe and don't have anxiety. He told me to expand my anchors...which is cool and everything, but that brings me back to what I said before. I can't ALWAYS keep myself busy. I can't always be around my "anchors". My thoughts are worse at night when I'm trying to go to sleep...it's nearly impossible to turn them off.
For people that are dealing with similar thoughts as mine, is there any medicine that I can take that helps or special techniques to get rid of them...besides staying busy?
Thanks.
@remar
Thank you for your response. I tried to go see a psychologist for Cognitive Behavioral Therapy. With my cognitive deficit, it's really hard to keep up with what he's talking about and I also have horrible memory..so I forgot to mention things to him. I did mention going to the ER the other day and told him what caused it, he didn't really say much about it. I was so overwhelmed after the first session, I didn't even schedule a second appointment.
Your right about the assault causing these thoughts and panic attacks. I never had this problem before the assault. This has been a life changing experience for me and I'm still learning to deal with my deficits.
Thanks again. You made me feel a little better :)...
I do not believe your losing your mind. I understand what your talking about because I've had some really strange thoughts myself that will set off a panic attack.
I am so very sorry to hear you were assaulted. It's no wonder your having panic attacks. I would recommend counseling for post traumatic disorder. It's sounds to me like that's what's going on.