It is hard, I have found I really only feel close to a couple of people like my sister and her daughter.
Gosh I can relate to this. I too feel like I'm not good enough for anyone because I feel like "the girl with the anxiety disorder." Explaining anxiety to someone who doesn't have it is like explaining a color to a blind person. It's tough. But you just have to know you're not alone in it. When you start feeling like something's wrong, try to remember "okay it's just my anxiety." And take deep breaths. Watch your favorite show or listen to happy music. Anything that wi help you relax.
I'm sorry u are feeling that way. I'm sure all of us in this forum can relate. I too am sick of being the girl with the anxiety disorder. I haven't yet found the answer, cure or help but at least we are not alone. It is the only comfort I have knowing other people feel this way. I hope and pray both of us get well.