Put that family problem aside for a moment. Take your Zanax under the tongue and not swallowing with water. It can work in as little as 4 minutes according to one study. If you are desperate take .50 but only as needed,not as routine three times a day which could mean dependence or addiction in future. ..
.And a little touch of firmness with your ma and in-laws would help
Dear Sean, take your medicine as directed.
Melatonin is a natural ( very inexpensive sleep aide) next time you are at your Therapists office, ask them if it's ok to take. I know lots of people who love Melatonin, they say it has no after affects.
So if your Xanax is for anxiety, then use that PRN.
I understand, sometimes no matter what the perceived consequences, I too, just can not communicate with people. It's hard to describe, but it's very realistic isn't it Sean? It happens to me too especially with my Parents too. They push my buttons. Just the thought of them can throw a Panic Attack my way. It's hard. I know what you are going through.
Do you attend Group? I joined this year & it's helped me as much or more
Than my Therapist. Look into Free Group Therapy thru NAMI. Pamela