I'm scared help me?

[blonddraider]

I keep thinking myself into a weird daze if I think about it. My mind keeps jumping from thought to thought without any reason and it feels like my mind is stuck for few seconds and if I continue to follow the weirdness I will turn all hot and fade out a bit. I am really scared because I have never had this happen before. I do have much anxiousness that I can't seem to calm down to nothing so it is constantly there and if I dwell on it then my heart will speed up and I feel like I am in a fog dream of UN-realness or my mind is unraveling. I don't understand I am not shy or hiding in the background by any means but I am finding my head seems to stop for a weird Deja vu feeling and I feel like I am tingly and strange. I have lately been able to not think into the phase if I keep busy or get a buzz off wine. Last night I thought it had passed I felt no anxiousness or on edge but it returned today and if I over think it then I feel like I am in a daze or losing it completely. I am so scared. I can't go to the doctors yet because my insurance hasn't kicked in. I just don't feel like my brain is okay and I think I might be going crazy or have something seriously wrong. I am so not explaining this right. Example; I am in the car listening to the radio and an airplane will fly by and I will wonder if I locked my office all at the same time then my body turns hot and tingly and I fade out a bit like tunnel kinda and another weird thought will enter and it will be about say Disneyland or the beach and I get this strange skippage feeling in my head like my brain is going to seize and I'm gonna be crazy and this happens recently whenever I keep switching thoughts of no fault of my own. Please someone help me please.

[blonddraider]

My inusrance kicks in July 15th. Most of what i have researched has come back Anxiety and Panic but what I don't understand is why now. I have OCD but it is manageble meaning I just let it ride its course because if I get over what ever I am obssessing about it will be replaced by another and having to know where my keys are all the time doesn't really seem like that big of a deal. I do have a lot on my plate. I just keep finding myself going into a weird trance of deep thought that makes me feel weird and distant or my mind just keeps jumping from topic to topic and then it seems stagnet or paused for a brief second. If I don't think about anything because i am busy or pre-occupied then it doesn't do it. The other night my anxiousness was all the gone completely but came back in the AM now this morning I didn't have any until after work but it wasn't as bad as it has been. I feel like I am losing it and I don't understand why now you know.

[remar]

If I remember correctly you've had some testing done already and everything came back normal? Please correct me if I'm wrong about that.
It does sound like possible anxiety and panic attacks to me.
When will your insurance start?