Hi there,
I'm a 24 year old female that is relatively good health besides this crazy anxiety I have. My grandmother died 3 years ago and I was unable to attend her funeral because I was out of town. I couldn't get home until 2 months after and developed severe anxiety while I was away. I couldn't eat without feeling sick to my stomach, I had rapid heart beating, and dizzy spells.
After I was home my symptoms got better for the most part but I've since still had massive worry about my health. I also developed social anxiety and still am suffering with it. I check my pulse obsessively and research online health problems constantly. It's very annoying.
A few months after I had gotten back I found a lump in my left breast and was freaking out. After seeing my family doctor, a specialist, and 2 ultrasounds later I was clear of cancer. The specialist said it was something called fibroadenoma and was very common in young women my age. He wanted to check me again in 6 months and this made me nervous, but my mother who is a Registered Nurse told me that this is routine even being cleared of cancer.
Now, while I was waiting for the results I developed skipped heart beats or heart palpitations. I told my mother and she said that it's anxiety or hormonal. She checked my blood pressure and oxygen regularly and everything was normal. They lasted maybe a second and happen randomly throughout the day. After I knew I was okay they stopped completely... UNTIL... 2 weeks ago.
I'm due to be checked again and they've come back with a vengeance. I'm worried about being checked again, not the mention my grandpa is having problems with his heart. He's having palpitations all the time but doesn't feel his. They were going to do some kind of procedure but found out the medications he was taking was actually working in his favor.
I had a huge panic attack after coming home from the store last night and was having severe palpitations.
I don't understand, am I okay? I work out regularly, on an elliptical for 20 minutes a day. I never get it during my workouts and their hard workouts. I don't experience any other symptoms besides the palpitations. They last about a second and will be gone for hours on in and then just randomly come back. Sometimes I'll go an entire day and the next day they will return.
I actually got so frustrated, I tried to see if I could make myself have them by working out harder and didn't get one until I was trying to get to sleep that night.
Sometimes I will be trying to sleep and wake up seeing a spider on me when there's nothing there. It's very weird... I hope I'm not going crazy.
I would like your thoughts,
Thanks,
Haley