Hi!
I've had this ever since I was a kid. I love riding on swings. However, I've noticed that whenever I'm riding on one and start swinging, I start to panic or get nervous. I always get that feeling that the swing is going too fast and too high and that I would fall off. Sometimes, even though no one is around, I always feel like someone's behind me attempting to push the swing harder. I always get all these feelings even though I'm alone or even if the swing is not swinging at all then almost immediately I would get off the swing.
Also, I don't like the feeling of bathtubs. One time, we were in a hotel and the bathroom had bathtub and a shower. When I first saw the bathtub, I was excited because I've always wanted to try using a bathtub. However, the moment I stepped on the it, I got nervous. I felt like I'm gonna drown even though there's no water in it. I ended up using the shower instead, and I had to rush. I didn't even move much except when I'm getting shampoo and soap but the entire time, I stood not taking a step. The moment I stepped off the bathtub, I eased up and started to relax myself again.
Am I exaggerating things or it's something else? I really don't get it. The bathtub incident was just one time but the swing though. The moment I ride a swing they come back.