Ok so, Im seriously really close to going insane because of all my symptoms. 4 doctors have told me it's all anxiety and one offered me depression medication. No thanks. I have enough experience from those.
A week and a half ago, while sitting on the computer (I do my work on the computer so...) my lower back started to hurt. It wasn't a horrible pain, but just a pain/feeling that told me it was time to get up and stretch a little. So I did and it helped, for a while. Now this weird lower-back pain has continued for over a week and next to the lower-back pain, my whole back has started to feel extremely weird. Some of you probably remember the post I made of Increased sensitivity to touch, well now the sensitivity has reached my whole back. Wich is making me scared as hell, because now Im even more afraid of MS or some type of Cancer. Next to the weird feeling in my whole back, my back feels EXTREMELY tired, and I haven't done anything else, but sit on the computer.
Yesterday morning when I woke up, my both scapulas felt weird, and because of it, I couldn't sleep except on my back, wich didn't feel that comfortable either. This morning and yesterday night, I finally was able to sleep on either one of my sides, without my scapulas feeling weird...But the tiredness and sensitivity was still there. Not to mention, that when I got up, I felt nausea and wanted to vomit, but it's slowly going away.
Now the question is...Could it be possible, that these symptoms could be caused by some anxiety that I didn't even NOTICE last week? Because a week before when the back-symptoms started, I was having a weird eye-symptom on my right eye and in the lower eyelid. It was this weird sharp pain that came and left when it wanted...But it ended at some point. I didn't feel that much anxiety because of that symptom, but I've heard lots of people say, that the anxiety that is not noticed, is the one that causes most harm? Is it really like that? Could I have anxiety without noticing it?
The next thing, after the eye thing, last week, was that I noticed a mole that I've had since I was a kid, that had a changed small part of it to a different color. To black. I had noticed it a year before, or two, but somehow I started talking about it with a friend of mine, and I decided to look it up on the internet. Bad idea. If a mole's color changes, or a part of it does, it could be a sign of Melanoma, or something. "Great", I thought. Juuust great. But I worried about for only 2 days, and I could notice small anxiety, and then it stopped...After both of these symptoms...My back started hurting, so do you guys see a connection or anything? Or is a whole back-pain a symptom of anxiety? Next to it having increased sensitivity...
The last time with my increased sensitivity to touch and all...I noticed a connection with my computer problems and then the sensitivity to touch. I had, had computer problems, and remembered loosing my patience many, many times...And a few days/week after that, I started to have the symptoms. Im still weirded out by the fact, that anger could have caused the symptoms... So anyone else that knows they can get anxiety/symptoms by plain anger?