Please help

[newcastleutd]

I have really bad anxiety I can't even get a job that's how bad it was caused my smoking sativa weed that caused my general anxiety disorder I  was on zoloft for 2 years it helped so much but I stopped taking it than my anxiety came back cause I was doing alot of over thinking and my anxiety came back  that helped but it gave bad side effects  should I just take meds? I hate that I can't be normal and I have reflux that just makes everything worse I can't gain weight I sometimes eat  2 meals a day cause I'm limited and don't have money to buy groceries I live with my mom my brother calls me a maniac I'm only 19 I tried natrual remedies only think I don't like about zoloft is side effects I was on 100mg for 2 years work wonders but stopped should I stay at a lower dose like 25 mg ? I really don't wanna take pharmaceutical drugs but it's affect my daily life and people willing to talk to me I'm going to a crisis walk in to see if I can get zoloft back when I was on it for two years I felt so good I stopped and stopped seeing my phsycharatrist I never gotten therapy does that help I tried natrual remedies like exercise but if you have generalized anxiety disorder you know it will come back the next day do t over thing negative thoughts

[Paxiled]

Here's the thing -- lots of people get their first anxiety attacks while high, but the first response should be to see a psychologist who specializes in anxiety treatment if it starts to become chronic.  If it doesn't become chronic and it's just one and done, it just means that drug isn't or you anymore and move on with your life without it.  You go on a medication when you can't function well enough to get through life, but you still need to try therapy to see if you can solve the problem.  Nobody can know if you can beat this without medication, especially given you're used to it now, but my opinion is that now's the time to do what you should have done first and get anxiety therapy.  Good luck.