I cant seem to knock it off.

[Paperboy10101]

Ok here it goes...Ive done alota cwazy stuff in the last two years and att the same time hurt alot of people...i just dont knw why but now its like am always trying to find fault wit maself eventhough most of the past is behind me it still feels like my present...will this feeling go away cause i do other things but its always on my mind..kind of like my brain is split in two...will this go away....please respond??

[Paperboy10101]

Thnx ill do jus that..can i keep you posted?

[mammo]

I think you're dealing with guilt over past behavior, realizing what you did was wrong.  The fact that you have come to realize this is a big step in the right driection, but don't let this define you as a person.  We all make mistakes, but it's how you live your life from this day forward that now matters.  I think you're taking a close look at yourself as to why to acted as you did, which is always good to do just to self evaluate and see what areas we can improve on.  But don't condem yourself, correct what you can, and if possible apologize to those you have hurt.  But if this becomes a problem to the point of affecting your every day life, you may want to seek therapy to learn how to cope with it all.  Keep moving forward.  Take care......