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My name is Justin and I'm 20 years old. For my entire conscious life I could drink an infinite amount of coffee or energy drinks with out feeling anything more than a slight buzz. Nothing uncomfortable about it, ever. I would literally joke about it stating how I could drink a gallon of coffee or multiple large size red bulls and easily go to sleep right after. Now to my problem...
In high schoolPreschooler development Preschooler test Preschooler test or procedure preparation School age child development School age test or procedure preparation School-age children development it wasn't uncommon for kids to take adderrall (without a prescription) for times when there was a lot of work that needed to be done. Well that habit kind of stuck with me now out of schoolPreschooler development Preschooler test Preschooler test or procedure preparation School age child development School age test or procedure preparation School-age children development. It was never a problem (as far as addictionDrug abuse and dependence) but in times of great stress or when a lot of work needed to be done I would take 30-60mg that day. Well about a month ago, I was on an overnight sleeping schedule and I needed to be on a day time schedule. Since going to sleep earlier wasn't working I decided to stay up through the entire next day and go to bed that night at a reasonable time. The last time I had wanted adderrall all I could get my handsHand or foot spasms Hand tremor on was RitalinRitalin Ritalin la Ritalin-sr, which is from what I was told was pretty much the same as adderrall, as well as similar dosages. When I took the 40mg ritalinRitalin Ritalin la Ritalin-sr I concluded that it was pretty much equivalent to a 30mg adderrall. So anyway back to that night!
I decided I was going to need help staying up for that long, I took two of the 40mg Ritalin. These alone would have probably been fine, but I made a foolish mistake afterward. Monster creates an industrial size can (slight exaggeration but it is huge) that I was used to drinking every now and then. I bought three of them in planning on also helping me to stay up. This may sound foolish to someone who knows they have to limit themselves on caffeine, but like I said, I never noticed any effects from drinking caffeine in excess. Upon getting 2 1/2 of those cans down my world crashed. I suddenly felt like I was dieing! I was panicking, pacing around my house and outside. I was trying to make myself throw up because it was the only thing I could think of in my mind that might stop my heart from feeling like it was failing and pounding out of my chest. Of course at this point I had no idea that it was only the beginning! This horrible feeling lasted for almost 2 hours. At its worst, I was on the ground physically unable to move. My hands and feet were numb and I thought that for certain I was dead (especially since I couldnt even get up to get the phone). For hours after this episode I still had trouble walking.
People tell me I should have went to the hospital, but I would never want my family to think I was taking prescription drugs, or assuming that I had a problem with them which they probably would. Also, we dont have health insurance and are struggling enough as is. An ambulance ride and treatment would have cost thousands of dollars. Anyway, for a while I was convinced what I had was a heart attack. Turns out almost every single symptom of a heart attack correlates with the symptoms of a panic attack (Weird isn't it? Check it out). Since Ritalin is known to cause panic attacks in higher dosages I'm convinced that it is more likely this is what happened.
Finally, to the point of this topic. Since then when I drink a single cup of coffee I feel extremely anxious, occasionally with feeling my heart race but always with a heavier chest. I race mentally and I find myself panicking over the silliest things. I also feel the need to limit myself like "whoa, I definitely can't drink another coffee!". I never had this feeling before ever, and now I cant even comfortably drink more than one cup. Reading a bit about caffeine sensitivity, it says that people who suddenly develop it usually have had a weakened immune system, usually from age. Did I permanently damage my immune system that day? I did get sick twice, but I usually get sick around this time of year... Panic attacks are not anything I am familiar with, yet I feel like I get mini ones all the time now, especially from caffeine. Will I pay for those horrible mistakes for the rest of my life? Have I permanently damaged essential systems in my body? I sure hope not :(. I am very physically fit and exercise a lot, although I do smoke cigarettes. If anyone can give me any information on any of this I would be grateful and love to hear it. Also if anyone had a similar experience I would love to know how it turned out for you. Thanks!
- Justin