I dont know what to do...IM STRESSED OUT.. I go to the doctors on friday. I have to get a blood test and im just so nervous about that. Plus my mom is sick, and always in tremendous chronic pain, im worried about her health, I have to get a new job soon, so im busy looking for a new job, i want to work with children and I made a professional profile loooking for a job in that field and someone contacted me asking if im interested in watching their 4 month old baby, which I would love but I dont know these people they live at least 20-25 minutes away and not in the BEST area but not in the worst part. My BF says you shouldnt watch someones kids who you dont know, which he has a good point- PLUS i dont need anymore anxiety (seeing its not in the safest place in town), but I already responded back saying im interested and they want to meet me TODAY. so I dont want to sound bad and back out, should I just meet them and then tell them with with the traveling distance and cost of gas and area its just not for me, sorry. And my family is weird, they barely call and when they do its like its because they feel they have to, like their not genuine...my mom was in the hospital for a week, and THEN my aunt calls all of a sudden yesterday she NEVER EVER called us. AND im looking for my father who ive never met.. I sent an email to (who im almost positive IS)him.... and its been almost a week and NO response, I sent it to his business email which im sure he checks frequently, he used to send me stuff up until age 4 or 5 and then just stopped, I found out he coincedently got married just shortly after he stopped all contact, so im assuming he moved on with his life and doesnt want a relationship..i really dont know what to think i just want to know either way. IM JUST STRESSED out and I feel my anxiety has shot up tremendously. I need some support!! I feel alone, my one friend I feel like doesnt so much understand and if I say something not in the right context in her eyes she corrects me and I just feel stupid and she always puts her two sense in, then my other friend has her own problems and calls me and talks about herself the whole time. I FEEL ALONE. I just want someone to hear me out and give me some genuine advice and support.!!!!!I HATE THIS FEELINGGGGGG