I have an original post explaining some of my symptoms, but I didn't go into enough detail to truly explain what I am feeling. About a year and a half ago, my uncle passed away. I have never been to a funeral prior to this, and it was also open casket. Around this time, I began to experience a symptom in my arms of lightness, as if they were feather light or floating. It hasn't gotten worse, but at the same time not better. This feeling just lingers. I have complete control, feeling, and energy. I drum in a band, and I have no problem playing or even doing daily activities. There's no pain at all. Along with this, I have constant fear I am dying, constant worry that something is always wrong with me. I have become depressed, and I have almost no self confidence. My mother and sister both suffer from severe anxiety and stress, and they have been on medication for quite sometime.
Along with the death of my uncle, my grandmother just passed away in May of 2007. I was extremely close to her, and her death hit me with a blow.
I am feeling desperate, and I have extreme worry of visiting a doctor to get checked out.
What should I do?