As Shelzmike said, go to the doctor and get a script? We are not drug addicts or dealers out here...we are people in need of medication. This forum is for people reaching out to others that need help emotionally regarding their symptoms and such. WE ARE NOT DOCTORS, we are people being treated by doctors(hopefully) and getting PRESCRIBED medication. We are sharing our experiences based on our prescribed medication and hoping that there is some resolve to that party in need. I HIGHLY RECOMMEND YOU SEE A DOCTOR TO GET YOUR PRESCRIBED MEDICATION.
There are plenty of place that sell suppossed "xanax" and "valium", but I HIGHLY advise against it. Many (and I mean many, even those that look legit) come from her countries (even if they say they come from the US or US licensed physicians) and are nothing more than the "look" the pill but are really really bad things, like drywall and even cleaning chemicals.
Why not just go to the doctor and get a script?