anxiety is out of control

Question

is any1 experience sucidal thought due 2 not handlein there anxiety:as mine is so unbearable i just cant seem 2 find a way 4ward from thiz no more:im askin 4 help and dont feel im gettin anywhere:the only relrif i get is when i cry myself 2 sleep % a few hourz:then all startz again:dy in day out:i cant relax as my head goez all funny even worse when tryin sleep::i feel so lost and confused:i cant sit and speak wiv fam:as i feel like crap and nervouse then my head goez:i just dont know wot do anymore:it is resultin 2 suicidal thoughtz:but it passes as it fearz me more:but im scared if that fear goez then i mitw attempt 2 end it myself::plze help me:

angelairene · Answer

thank u hun!!im stiil seekin support!!an no go!!im bein left wiv a few optionz!!

Crysda · Answer

Hi I know how you are feeling. Constant anxiety and physical symptoms just makes me want to get away from them and you feel you would do anything just to escape. I think there are lots of people here who have felt the same and that we will come it through it with the support of others.

angelairene · Answer

thank u so much 4 ya support;i understand wot u are sayin i think about the proz and conz about my solution as the is no other:which im bin hopin 4 befor i had my child:i beged and pleaded 4 help:just got fobed off cuz being pregnant:but they all knew i woz goin go down becuz they got me a social wrker as i woz avin anxiety in the hozi after a c-section:they were cruel 2 me:becuz of my condition:so y cudnt they help me at the time 2 try and pervent it instead of makin me and my son suffer thiz terribl nitemare im experiencin:i luv my son amd wish him all the best in life!!i cant c goin 4ward from thiz!my life is over but my sonz is just beginnin!im the least he needz 2 try and guide him thou life:kno how minez turned out;!!pray 4 him 2 live a life of happyinezz and fullinezz plze!thank u!

stacymayc · Answer

I've been dealing with mental
 disorders for years and felt like I just couldn't take it anymore and I thought my family would be Bette
R of without me that they deserved better than a mother who had mental issues but I promise, you your family would live very unhappy lives without you. They would blame themselves for you not being there. They would never feel good about themselves ever, it would cause more problems for them than you can image. Things will get better, you've got to believe that. You need to go to the Dr and tell them all that you are going through and tell them you need help thenfight with everything you have to get back on your feet. Do whatever it takes to get the help you need for you and your family. You're in my thoughts and prayers.

angelairene · Answer

well thank u 4 ya reply!!itz really hard not 2 of anything else but 2 find a solution and 2 b honest thiz is the only 1 i can think of:ive bein listernin 2 people 4 monthz now:and still i feel the same:so wot more i can do:ive just had a little boy 3 wkz ago aswell:and hez far better of wiv out me in hiz life:as i feel so nervouse and tensed all the time my head just will not let me focus on anything else:)bless me little boy he doeznt desrve any of thiz:(

edgyboy · Answer

Please, please, please listen. you will be fine. Things WILL get better. Right now you are in a bad place. You need to seek help to improve how you feel.

As bad and desparate as you feel now, you can and WILL get better if you seek help. We are all here for you on this forum too. Thinking the way you do now is understandable as you feel hopeless. But, believe me, you can get better. Giving up is not the answer.

God Bless You and I'll pray for you tonight