anxiety,depression med help please

[playbunnyhunny]

i am sick of my life im sick of all this stress all the tym my anxiety panick attacks pains weirdness and feeling sick lets start then .
i am always panicking abowt summart i always got a problem iv got pains in my back all the tym wich i always think the worse of y am i like dis if i av a good day i pannick thinkin things are betta b4 they are worse im so stressed ow i cant drink coz im allergic to alchohol i cant smoke coz i get pains in my stomach i suffer with ibs i suffer with evrything u can think of and just wen i think evrythings fine summart else will happen like i get blocked sinuses altho i dont no wot blocked sinuses are i supposedly have them but obviously i think the worse and iv got pains in my back wer my kidneys are so doctor sed i mite av an infection im on antibiotics again but i dont no it cud just be musculer due to me needing a new matress but av no money to get one i also have a weird perfumed like flowery smell in my nose no1 else can smell it just mee what is it ? could it be related to mysinuses and i feel soo tired and worn owt i cant concentrate coz im worried about the next problem with me i hate it y me y dus all these things happen to me please help me what can i do ????????

[playbunnyhunny]

thanx for your comment its realli hard tho tryin to not think bowt things wen i get a pain sumwer and i always ask ppl if they av eva had a pain like it and they always say no and even if they did say yes the pains still ther and still worrying me so its on my mind all day n night and then i start goin dizzy and panicking i do it all the time as soon as 1 problem as gone thers always anuva one straight after always im realli ill with it i dont no y but to uva ppl im a very outgoin bubbly funni person and i no that i am wich is y i hate havin these days were im so run down and dizzy i always feel its my last day iv had counceling and didnt like it so stopped goin because im a realli supersticiouse girl and superstisions used to take over my life i still am supersticiouse if someone says for instance that they swear on my life for summart even if they are tellin the truth i av that on my mind thinkin im gunna die allday im sick of it really iv just had enough aaaarrrggghhh !!!

[sindeegirlpa]

yo girl ,go get some help and stop this..and I'm not saying that to be mean. honest!!! pain is rough, i have lots of it and depression as well, i was someone like you at one time, but you are making yourself sicker.you need to get counseling first and then try to only worry when somethings wrong. not good for you to worry before something happens or may not even happen. you need to concentrate on number one and thats you right now.....please keep in contact with this sight as i will be wondering how things are going with you and maybe we can even become friends...i am more than happy to help if i can. keep in touch,please