Justt aboutt mee...

[AmberNikole101]

Well id just like to start sayin that ive been strugglion with seveer anxiety/ Panic disorder for years and im only 15=/  I caint be on meds because my doctor said i was too young wich i dont understand, But still whatt can you do ya know. Uhh... I have whatt i think i can classify as derealization [ closest thing to itt].... Its like im in a dream 24/7 i felt like this befor (yes, it went away fer a little) and i know as soon as i just let it go and realize that this is real and its my life nd i have to take controll,,,, It will go away. I hope itt will go away soon bcuz on top of everything i caint take itt.
I feel like im held captive by these disorders...
I was forced to grow up faster bcuz of these while all the neighbor kids were out playin i was inside haven a panic attac or anxiety attac...
Ive been smokin regulary since the age of 10.
Most of my stress nd whatt nott ive been hiding behind a smille...
Butt i am happy to reportt thatt it has let upp a little bitt todayy=] Yeahh im sick, my heads throbbin, throats sore, sinusis are blocked, and stomach hurts, Butt!!!! Do feel a little bitt of relief from the average stuff i go through...

Well i g2g butt i would deff, love to here your guys stories knowing thatt im not the only one makes mee feel a bitt better..

[RubyWitch]

I suggest you see your doctor again...........well, actually I'd suggest you see another doctor who knows that while there ARE medications a 15 year old should not take, there are many others they CAN take. These medications could give you relief from your symptoms but should be taken in conjuction with talk therapy.
Your doctor essentially gave you the bums rush out the door with absolutely no help at all.
Talk to your parents.Tell them the truth about what's going on and that you need and want help but NOT from that particular doctor! If they can't or won't help you, go to the school counselor or another adult you trust and tell them what is going on.
There is help out there and you don't need to go through this.
If you can't find help, post here again and we'll figure out where you can get help.
You are not alone, Sweetie............just look at how many people write to us every day!
I'm really glad you found us. Write us any time you need to talk.
Peace
Greenlydia