how i kno!!

[angelairene]

how do i kno if im suffeerin wiv postpartum anxiety!!or av a im deprezzed and thiz is bringin my anxiety on!!cuz ive had it on an off at it wosre thou the pregnancy!and i cant take no more!!

[angelairene]

i guezz i shud just except im goin goin av the life wiv littlen!!and im a lost course!thatz y they wont help me but wont say it 2 me either!!

[angelairene]

thanx again hun!!yeah ive got support from my sister 2 look after baby!!and i woz told that i av anxiety and depression!!but ive never ever felt thiz way in my life!!despite all my troublez!!ive also go a social worker now!as they were informed when i woz struggling 2 get up the next day after a c-section!!so i had 2 sign an agreement 4 my sister look after him until im well!!ive also bin told that a mother and baby care unot is my option!but itz not help wiv me son i need!!and i really are tryin push me 2 thiz!but they wont let me go in hospital myself 2 get well so i can av a futer and look after him!!im arguein my case wiv them!!y wud i want dragg him down that path when itz not hiz fault i mite aswell let him go in care if i woz goin take him in a unit!!hez happy and stable at me sisterz!so y deprive him from that becuz i need help!!do u c my point hun;;ive foned every1 i can now still 2 b left at home sufferin and missin out on me sonz growin up!!why do they intend 2 keep it hard 4 me!!

[RubyWitch]

Do you have a Planned Parenthood near you? I am not positive they can help you, but I'm guessing if they can, they will.
When you say that you have, or have been told, that you have a "clinical mental illness," what, exactly, have you've been told you have?
Do you have anyone with you for support and help with the new baby? Is the father in the picture? What about friends or family............I hope you're not trying to deal with this all by yourself.
Perhaps talking to the people at DSHS (Dept. of Social and Health Services) may be able to help you.
Try calling those two agencies and I will hope that one or both will be able to get you in touch with someone who can help you.
I wish you the best
Greenlydia

[angelairene]

thanx hun!ive bein 2 the docz and he just sed i ne c a shrink basicly!cuz i av a clinical mental illnezz!!so i really giv up hope then!!as i cant look after my son wiv how i feel!!ive also got a counciler which she seemz 2 mock!e when i say how i feel pyshicaly and mental!!im not on any medz!as they were stop durin pregz!but ive bein told they arnt the answer anyway!!but they got me by befor!!itz hard 2 face the day theze dayz!!i cant sleep!!constant dizzy spells and lite headednezz::chest painz;;i can not handle the psyhical side no more!!i may av an hourz sleep!thatz the only bit of peace i get hun!!i really dont kno who turn 2 seemz i cant go my docz no more!and me council just fobz me off!!

[RubyWitch]

Please speak with your OB/GYN about how you're feeling. He/she will be able to assess if you are suffering from post-partum depression/anxiety or just the stress of motherhood. Either way, you could use some help dealing with your emotions right now.
You are not alone. Many of us had some pretty nasty ups and downs after giving birth.
See your doctor and put your mind at rest.
Oh, congrats on your new baby!
Peace
Greenlydia