i want to help me

[SKYLINE123]

i post in hiv forum about my risk was oral sex and they tell me this is no risk i say if there is bleeding gum and cuts in my partner mouth mybe will came into my penis also they said this is not risk now im worry i cant controal my self always thinking about my risk...now one month and 10 days im wating for three month to do test but i scaer form test also i cant go to lap ..because im worry if mybe they will fined some thing ...
what i should to do?

[SKYLINE123]

Hi
i do my best but still worry i know im not in risk but im scrared i cant bak to my normal life

[SKYLINE123]

hi
today i have pain in my leg and arms and my anxiety mor then befor i know im not at risk but i cant stop my fear

[SKYLINE123]

thank you for your help
i will try to do my best this time i will not test
i have fear insid me but i know im nver at risk this make me better

[nursegirl6572]

You need to seek help with a mental health professional to address this anxiety.  You don't need to be testing for oral sex.

[SKYLINE123]

its from past Since2006 i did my frist sex relation i get this fear and i test and came negative in 2007 after that i keep my self a way from any sex relation but in 2011 i get oral sex and i test 8 time from 2011 to 2014 and i became relax but last month i do the same mistake and i get oral sex from stringer for less then minute ... am always i do test to help my self but its over now im worry to go to clinic to test