Hello, Ive had anxiety for many years some depression lots of anxiety. But i dont take any meds, due to them never really working on me. See, i know my problem pretty well by now. Im a musician, creative artist, and to tell you the truth before anxiety, i wanted this lifestyle. I wanted it. But it just astounds me how so many creative people like van gogh were just nutballs, and they delt with something just like this. So i say, u know what, this is what i chose. But is there ways that people such as myselves dont have to go through such misunderstanding and anxiety? Idk, its weird.