My attitude and mood and behavior is affecting my relationship!
For the bast couple of months, the smallest things set me off. I can be perfectly happy one minute, then something small changes that. When I'm happy, I'm outgoing, social, happy to make new friends, I laugh a lot, I'm productive. But then as soon as one small thing happens, it all changes. Suddenly I'm anti-social; not wanting to talk to anyone or even be around anyone, and it shows. I don't want to meet new people, and if I have to when I'm in this state...I end up hating them. I don't want to do anything except laze around and cuddle with my boyfriend (who often wants to hang out with friends).
I also have trichotillomania (hair pulling), and although I have never been officially diagnosed, I'm almost positive I have OCD. I suffer from this intense jealousy when it comes to my boyfriend, and that too is causing strain on my relationship. Often it is the jealousy that causes a sudden mood swing.
Could this be bipolar? Could it be something else? Please help!