Sorry new at this

[jrlwhite]

Is there,anyone out there when they get mad it takes them a while to calm down

[Jimmy86]

What do you do when you feel like everythin and everyone is slipping away from you, no matter what you do?

[Jimmy86]

I have a question!! Is welbutrion anf better antidepressent then zoloft? Love to here some feed back thanks

[Jimmy86]

I have been struggling for the past couple of days been down and cant figure out why. I have been going to work and when I get home I am strung out and have gettin really frusterated for no reason been talkin my meds and seeing my doctors but dont seem to be helpin much anymore. I try to do things positive to bring my mood up and nothing seems to be workin and I am feelin lost and alone is there any friends out there who can give me some pointers or advice willing to try anythin at this point dont want to be like my younger brothers and have to be locked up in a bambam hospital to get out of this dark place I am in

[Jimmy86]

I know but it dont matter what it is if she is not incharge of whatd going on then its a fight and I can only take so much of it my mother was controlling and abusive so I will be damned if I put up with it from anyone else and she knows it and keeps doing it that is one of our biggest problems outside of my mood swings. And no matter how many times we talk about it goes right back to the same way and part of me is getting tired of it

[redbull321]

Ur wife should b ur best friend Manuel u need to reconnect. With her and start keying her in u don't want to have regrets later

[redbull321]

So I read ur post on anger mgt and I do think that was over board u r sick right now u need to worry about fixing ur self and ur family not other peoples probs.  How r things going todatly and I'm sure there was a reason behind not wanting u around that friend

[Jimmy86]

Hey how have you been I have been doin ok just stressin the 30th is my sons b-day and tryin to figure out how I am goin to pay for it

[redbull321]

I am here to help u threw the bad

[redbull321]

Been really worried pleas go on and post back had a bad feeling

[redbull321]

Jimmy hi I've need thinking about u flatly I saw ur post about zoloft and I no that ur moods have been crazy parley I took dolor and had a bad reaction I left my wife and acted restarted I'm praying for u and just remember to keep ur family close they do no what's best at these times

[redbull321]

Well make sure u take every dose its very important and don't stress the little things in life life is to short

[Jimmy86]

Yea I take them twice a day every day no matter what I dont skip them and when I am not having an episode I love playin and chasing them around the house and her and I try to fo out to dinner

[redbull321]

Have u been taking the meds like ur supost to I no before u were saying they weeny working

[redbull321]

If ur not remembering things make sure u tell the doctor. Tell them every detail. So u can get the proper meds and just make sure when ur not having an episode u make every moment count with her and your kids it will get better

[Jimmy86]

I understand I know I am not the easiest person to live with and I know its worse when I,am having my episodes im not makin excuses I know its hard for her and my kids but,alot of the time I dont remember the fights until later,and she tells me what happened

[redbull321]

I suggest. U try and find a place that might offer more help were do u go look up anger strategy online its important for u to are its not easy for her to deal with episodes we may not mean what we say during one but it still hurts our loved ones u need to be understanding. Also

[Jimmy86]

Yea still having some issues I had one of my episodes last night around 6 and it lasted all night we didnt even sleep next to eachother she slept on the bed and I slept on the floor away from her. We both woke in a bad mood after I took my meds this morning I,felt a little better and told her I that I didnt want fight with her anymore and told I was sorry for what had happened and so now we are fine but she has been telling me that she cant keep dealing with my mood swings

[redbull321]

I also had a pill problem when I was first diagnosed so I no its hard I was hoping it would skip my kids my kids and wife r everything u don't got nothing if u don't have family my BP used to make my relationship bad with my wife and kids till I got control over it

[redbull321]

Well I hope u get on the right meds how has ur moods been r they still affecting ur relationship

[Jimmy86]

Doin pretty good if,you have bp the addiction is alot worse I know for a fact I had an addiction to pills and I have been clean for 2 1/2 months now I go to see my doc on the 9th so hopefully he will change my meds and I will be good to go

[redbull321]

Um here if u need to talk

[redbull321]

Everything OK u have been on my mind today

[redbull321]

Found out my son has a pill addication and is bp

[redbull321]

So have u seen ur doc latley hows everything else going