Ok here's a story for you, last year in March I was feeling depressed at work as a financial planner with the GFC in full swing. I went to the doctor and the prescribed me Endep which launch me into Mania for 4 months. Now I've read that during periods of mania with your brain flying at full speed it can give you genius level problem solving. Well during this time I came up with a new theory in microeconomics which is as follows, quite honestly I don't care who knows anymore as its doing my head in, it goes like this.
"The cheapest way to supply goods and services to create jobs sustainably is at marginal cost."
Sounds bonkers I know particularly when it comes from someone that is bipolar and manic at the time. Well anyway during this period of mania I had massive panic attacks and basically came up with a business plan to put this theory into effect that would in essence be the cheapest way to create jobs continually while at the same time adding other parts to the plan so that it also manages to leave small footprints and not create price wars. I put a fair bit of work into it as basically I thought I had an idea to help end the GFC and create jobs.
Well after coming down from my manic period I took my idea to a few economists and guess what the freakin theory is right. Can you believe it, I couldn't, but it is in fact absolutely true and correct. But now here's the problem.
I simply can't communicate it well enough for anyone to get behind it.
No-one gives a stuff here in Australia about it and I know it's partly because when I came up with it, I simply had a hard time communicating at all. But added to that they haven't given me much time to listen to me explain it or clicked to how it would work i.e. the second part of the business plan which applies the theory. You would have thought if anyone came up with an idea for the cheapest way to create jobs you could get support from someone. Maybe part of the problem is that I'm in Australia which doesn't have an employment problem anymore.
In the end I setup a not-for-profit company to prove how the theory would work, but have got stuck because basically I didn't have any money to start with, let alone run a company and yet I have a brilliant idea. Now I'm basically stuck with the idea, a great business plan, a business setup and simply no cash or voice to get this idea into government and it is causing great stress.
Any time I here about job losses I get really frustrated, also when I hear about Quantitative easing I also get stressed as well because if the theory was used by a government to create jobs fiscally it would theoretically be another way to control quantitative easing at the cheapest possible cost. Something that many governments around the world are trying to do.
I know this must sound like I have a mental disorder, but the reality is I do have a mental disorder and yet it was this mental disorder that gave me the intellectual capacity to come up with the idea which is correct. But if I ever try to explain it to people they think I am nuts.
I've basically now put it on the back burner for the past 6 months, but every now and then I can't help but think I should do something with it.
While I was manic and the GFC was in full swing I felt like I was Noah back in the day walking around with it pouring with rain and everyone panicking about a flood coming and I'm there going "Well I've got these drawings for a really good boat, and if you could just give me a hand building this thing I think I might be able to save a few lives." But no-one helped and so all you can do is slowly chip away building your boat on your own.
It just does my head in thinking about it, I sometimes think I'm like an old inventor in history where no-one will get his idea until about 200 years after he came up with it and he's long gone. It's so frustrating as to me its so crystal clear as to how it would work, but no-one get's it or can be bothered giving me enough time to actually explain it properly in full, not just the theory as that's just the tip of the iceburg on this thing.
Please understand that I'm just frustrated and stressed and am not thinking of harming myself or have had any thoughts of suicide because I haven't thought like that at all. But can you understand how with all the stuff going on in the world right now this could be causing me stress.
Would really appreciate any ideas as to what I could do as a next step with this, as I just want to get rid of the stress.
Forgetting about it and putting it on the back burner doesn't seem to be working.
Hope you can help