so sad

[kris123]

yes, do meds work.  i feel like stop taking them all sequrol(sp) makes me to tired.  The limtical is ok, but maby it has run it course.  The wellburen(sp) is to help with sadness but has yet to help, it has been two week.  I have been smoking MJ and I think that is making it worse.  Today is really bad.  How can I not be so sad.  I mean I have lost 15 pounds went from 141 to 127.  This has happened in three weeks.  Buying a house, meet a new guy, who says he loves me after three days.  I don't want any rejection :(

[kris123]

yes, no more smoking for me cause i feel terrible today.  I hate the seqoquil(sp)  I hate hate life.  I hate this, I want out of this i hate it

[Xila31]

I have heard MJ can make it worse. I don't smoke but I have heard that a lot from many sources. I don't know what to say to get rid of the sadness. We all go through the cycles and what I do when I'm in a really down cycle is I try to watch things that I would normally think are funny. That doesn't mean I'll be laughing or anything when I'm watching them. But, it is not something serious and is less likely to make me cry.

For the weight loss and meds talk to your doctor.

For the new guy, be careful! I love you after three days always puts me on guard. I know how easy it can be to attach to someone so just be careful. I agree rejection is terrible, so tell this guy you want to go slow and if he is serious he will. If he isn't, then he won't.