cant sleep..
I hav my surgery bookd 2day n wow ive got all these emotions runnin through my head, 2day is all bout waitin 4 that call - ive never wantd anythin so bad but 4 my fone 2 ring n its only 5.33am. got a few hrs. Hehe.
I jus dont know how 2 b, wot 2 expect or how ill b. My kids cryin last nite hit home , maybit actualy hit them. They said theyll miss me n didnt wana go their dads. Made me cry 2.
Anyway wil try keep u all updated!