I hope that you saw my other posting to you that you posted later, because I'm someone who never had children. I think from your posting here that you will feel better once you make friends where you just moved to or get some work that you enjoy. But please see my other posting. Would be interested in any of your thoughts to it.
I am glad that you feel that way and I don't doubt that you have a lot of love to give. Let us know if you need to vent. I know you said you are ok but I read a different state of mind in your original post. I hope that it is because you have calmed down a little and feel bettter but if you need to vent or if you are struggling pretty bad come back to Medhelp. If you don't get a response on here please post on some other forums.
Either way I wish you the best of luck and spread that love around to every single person you come in contact with, ,not just your neices and nephews. You get paid back in the end for every smile that you give out and they are free and are easy to give :)
thank you so much...I do miss my nephew and niece who I raised as my own...I'll be ok ...there is a lot of love for me to give..
I posted on your other question. We can offer support an I hope you keep coming back here and checking your posts. The depression forum is a little slow sometimes but there are a lot of other forums on here that you may get into depending on what else you are sturggling with (anxiety, and physical problems, and so on?
Kee chacking back and let un know if there is anything we can help you with or if you just need to vent.
Larry