I am mentally unstable

[ikrambaig]

I am 28-year-old Indian male. I was very talented and very sportive from my childhood to my student life in college.  My aim in life was to become a charted accountant.  I joined Bachelor in Business and Accounts, I was doing very well as I was a sharp student.  My family’s financial condition not good, unfortunately I had to discontinue my studies and go to Middle East.  As one of my relative in Middle East, who is also an accounts manager in a very good establishment in Middle East, asked my parents to send me to Middle East and promised to get me a good job, as I landed there, my relative ditched me and told to find a job yourself and demanded money which he had paid for visa.  I landed in difficulty and was unable to cope up difficulty; I developed suicidal ideations, but did not attempt suicide.  I was just 22-year-old these things happened in my life and I was very much depressed as I lost my carrier and lost my talent.  I have came back to India in 2004 with very difficulties and learned medical transcription and started working as a medical transcriptionist. When I was 26, I was in love with a girl whom I loved very much, as she came to know my previous past, she left me. Now I am unable to remember even any small 4- or 5-letter word.  Now I am facing word-finding difficulties and started stammering a bit, not goal oriented, and thought processes are not clear.  Now I wanted to study, but unable to concentrate or focus on anything. I wanted to know whether I have developed any neuro-psych disorder due to these depressions. Please help me out, I wanted be my previous self and grow in my life

[Penguin_Buddha]

You should definitely see a psychiatrist, though i am unsure of their availablility in India.  Your past years have been rough and unfair, perhaps you should put them behind you and look forward.  Good luck, I hope to see you better soon.

[bosnianworrier]

ikram you need to see a shrink