shadowfluffy6 your right but i just cant seem to use people like that. bradian- i already take meds sooo meny meds. i just hate the thought of getting used to something new again been diagnosed 6 yrs now and i cant even tell u how many meds ive been on with all the side affects. the last one i was on for 2 months and lost 30lbs i have never been so sick.
do something that you like some else do for you to some else
Gosh it sounds like you're really depressed. Can you go see a psychiatrist or a doctor for help? Maybe being on medication, or trying therapy will help. I hope you feel better soon. XO