I noticed that myself alot of floks post then you never hear back from them.I pray for them that they are ok.
I know I dont get here as often as I like.I kinda worry somebody might post in their need and I will miss it.
So Its up to us my friend
Love Venora
looks that way hon....we will do our best....thanx 4 your post hon. love,peter
My deal is ... I'm just kinda listening to everyone and trying to figure out somethings about myself. I don't want to jump to conclusions and just make some general "guess" at what is wrong with me. Something is not right... ups and downs... there is more. It's just a bit much for me to admit AND accept right now. I'm frightened by the possible truth of it all... and I want to think I'm just going through another "time" not what it really might be all the time. And it isn't all the time... maybe just normal for the given circumstances at that time, I don't know. The therapist I started seeing about a month ago wants me to see a psychiatrist... yikes.
You two and everyone else in this forum is still something I can't trust completely. For some reason I found myself here and feeling like I'm just going through the motions... I never trust the anonymonity of the internet either. But I do need to talk about it and I trust this therapist even less... I think.
Hon if you dont trust your therapist then find you one you can trust I went through about 5 different therapists before I found the one I am with now and I have been seeing her for a bout 5 years.(loads of bi polar baggage,
I am seeing psychiatrist too mostly for my medication management.
I understand about not trusting pople believe me.U used to see this one pyschiatrist for about a year so I could get my prescripton filled and he would ask me "do you feel like talking today?"and I would say "nope .Just give me my prescription"I never did trust that guy especially after I told him my meds were making me too dopey and I couldnt be that way at my job.So he put me on luvox agghhh worst med I have ever been on.So I changed psych to the one I have now.A woman and she is just greatSo is my therapist a woman.( I have trust issues with men)
I hope you get things worked ou and try out the psychiatrist.It cant hurt and you might feel better.
so good luck and see you around the board
Love Venora