feeling crazy...results coming monday

[nervousnelly77]

hello, I know you are sick of me...I am done trying to prove my symptoms are hiv-related. Now I just need support and any other advice you can offer. I am just feeling really desperate awaiting results and I need to keep looking at the forums and comments for reassurance. So many people are set on this 3 month thing. I am not convinced but I am wishful thinking. I just know these results will be positive this time and I am feeling crazy...I wish I could believe all the experts and you guys...But there is a 6 month rare case exception for a reason. I believer I am one of those...I cannot let it go because of that damn nurse who tested out to 8 or 10 months. And because there must be a 6 month rule for some reason. medicine is never perfect...all I know is that I have it due to my symptoms and timing...I was ready to kill myself when the thrush came on. I am just waiting this out now because I have gone this far...I hope by some miracle I am wrong and I am just like all the others posting crazy symptoms that turn out to be nothing in the end.

[Exworriedwell99]

I would suggest that you work with a counsler to identify the root of the anxiety.
If this is not elminated the next time you have sex again or try get pricked by a needle this whole episode will be repeated.

OCD is very common disorder.

[joggen]

What is ASSURED is:

1. the sun will rise Monday morning.
2. your test results will be negative.
3. the sun will set Monday evening.