I got really drunk Saturday night and don't remember much about my wall back home from the bar . I'm concerned I was raped . I'm a male and I never had anal sex . I am married and made a mistake getting to drunk where I blacked out . I left the bar at 3am n found out I called a cab around 6am . I do remember walking and falling a lot to the point I have minor injuries . I don't think I was raped but I'm nervous about hiv. I let my guard down and I feel something bad could of happened. I'm sure it's impossible to know if I was raped . I did not notice any pain in my anal area yesterday . I thought about going to hospital but idk wathe I would tell them . I might look crazy. If something happened maybe I could take pep . Idk I'm nervous for sure .