To: OCD, Barretts Esophagus, HIV
Update: Most importantly - I suffer from OCD. Awful, depressing, OCD that controls my brain. I am going to beat it. I see a therapist once a week and am reading a book - Brain Lock by J Schwartz that I would recommend to all who suffer from this disorder. I also take 100mg Luvox, which helps...though the side effects can be difficult (headaches, insomnia, etc)
I wanted to let everyone know I do not have Chron's Disease as previously thought. Two endoscopies, two biopsies, and several blood tests later, my newfound GERD goes unexplained and I have been confirmed and begun treatment (pantoprazole) for Barrett's Esophagus. To have this disease so young and w/out ever having suffered from GERD prior to a April (5 months post exposure), even my doctors are mystified - two specialists here in LA.
My General Practicioner and gastro specialists, as well as my counselor at the Los Angeles Gay & Lesbian clinic where I test, aware of my past, have suggested I test for HIV beyond my 174 day post exposure negative antibody and 174 day NAAT negative. It is compunding my OCD, but I understand that they, like me, want answers.
Are their suggestions at all valid and backed by data or would this be a step backwards and a big relapse of OCD to begin testing again?
It is difficult for me to be on this site w/out becoming obsessed with reading entries, so I will only check in on occasion for responses. This is my first time back in several months and I recommend that to all suffering from OCD. There is good information here, but it feeds the beast. Good luck to all and many thanks.