please test and get this over with...it has been going on long enough. you NEED to test, just so that you can put this behind you and move on with your life. your guilt has got to be overflowing to every part of your life...and i'm sure you are making everyone else suffer right along with you...and that is not fair to the ppl who love you.
get you arse up...go test tomorrow!!!!!! dont wait another day...you can have the results in 20 or so minutes.
MAN UP rohit!
I know guys my anxiety will end after test if i am -ve but if positive for me is end of life . I am not a bad guy just made a mistake for 30 secs once in my life. Lizzie i wish i have a mom like you or my mom alive , i know i should talk like that i am adult should face the world as i said earlier i don't have a courage.
Thanks for every one for answering and participating in this thread. Trust i hold long enough to not post any thread , you guys are awesome.
I pray for everyone and hope my situation is completely 100% risk free.
I know that... I have read rohit's post... but at the same time... I understand for some people, hiv means end of the world. You and Teak and couple of people really trying to help. Teak did help me too, I really thanks for his help. But I know what rohit and many others are going through, so just try to led them to do the right thing, which is get test.
BTW, you are a nice person too... =)
I have put my effort to advice rohit what to do, if he still think in his own world, no one can help...
rohit has spent months on this forum...off and on...with a no risk situation. unless you know the background of a poster...dont be so quick to judge someone's answer to them.
That's too cruel for them... haha.. at least cantlivelikethis did test. I wish him luck.
Then the next best thing is for him to be banned from the forum completely and take cantlivelikethis with him. I believe Medhelp will step in here and clear these two from the forum.