hi all
i dont know if you all remember me , i know a few of you guys do. i finished my treatment about a year ago and unfortunately it was unsuccessful , after this i got depressed and felt it best to keep the negative vibes from my posts , its just over a year since treatment finished and im starting to sway towards the chinese herbal medicine , if anything just to stay positive , im still going for bloods every 6 months so i guess it will keep me busy fighting this pig till a better treatment is available to suit me .during my depression i didn't take meds as i have bad personal experiences with them ,i guess thats why its taken so long for me to come back lol. i feel really good with myself for doing that way ,but recently my anxiety problems have flared up and one problem i just cant cope with is anxiety , i had a good chat with my dr and shes recommending ciprimil i have a two week supply in front of me but im kind of afraid to take it, unfortunately benzos could cause probs due to past dependence issues . im in two minds as what to do.
good to be back guys.