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I just took 10 pills or ribavirin(400 mg) one shot,and will take my pegasys shot now..I wonder is it gonna kill me! Is it enough to kill me or just gonna be hospitalized and got severe anemia and bleeding!

I wanna die badly,my life is misery,my parents passed away last year after 2 yrs of suffering both from cancer,I live with my brother,he has beaten me directly after my both parents death and force me to break up with my boyfriend and I went into a nervous break down....then I get engaged month later to another guy and figured out I have hep c...now he broke up with me,I'm always alone,this medicine make me unable to be friendly or to talk or move,my full time job is Ruined uop,dun wanna go to work anymore,it's my 7th shot...my fiancé can't handle my pain,hates me,fed up and was never there,he broke up with me,it's not about him,I dun give a damn for him,he was already making me feel lonely all the time and never hugged me when I'm in pain,he is an ***,I'm extreme lonely and my life is misery. I'm in PAIN
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96938 tn?1189799858
Riba also comes in 400 mg pills, not just 200 mg.
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179856 tn?1333547362
Hell I took almost that much daily for 72 weeks and I'm still here.

Agree with the other guys please go get help - perhaps the interferon is causing your suicidal ideation please call your doctor immediately and tell him.
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1658980 tn?1330711550
Would you mind telling us your first name?  It seems weird not being able to call you by name.  My name is Debra.
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1658980 tn?1330711550
It sounds like you need to be around someone that cares about you and away from your brother and fiance.  Is there anyone that you can call to get you away from there for a few days and maybe clear your head a bit?  Maybe talk to your doctor about your depression?
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1711722 tn?1356487554
You should call 911 anyway and get some help.  If you're set against that, please call the National Suicide Hotline, if only to talk with someone who can help: 1-800-SUICIDE.  MedHelp most likely has a suicide forum too.  God loves you, even if you don't think so.  Life is a gift.  I am so very sorry for your struggle.  Please call the number above and get some help.
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1508600 tn?1289922250
Please call and get some help....you are worth it....I know you feel alone, but your not...people here will be there for you, just keep talking to us.....
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