Could I have gotten herpes

[Mistakeguy789]

I made a huge mistake about 10 days ago.  I went through and met a guy that I didn't know and he preformed oral sex on me and I on him.  No kissing or anything like that.  I am now freaking out of my mind going did I get herpes.  So I am trying to gather a game plan.  

I have been googling and looking for answers for a while.  But now I am going to ask my own question of Do you think I have it given my situation.

The guy I met claimed to be clean from all diseases and HIV.  When we met I didn't see him having any "signs" of bumps or anything like that.  But I know that isn't a for sure sign of being free from herpes. As I said this was 10 days ago almost 11.  I have been scared that a bump I had around my genitals was herpes. But I think I figured it out as just a ingrown hair.  But today I notice that my lips feel a little burning. all around them.  Like they are puffing up. It started around 11:00 PM.  I shaved today at like 2:45 PM.  I doubt its razor burn but I am not sure.  I am as you can probbaly tell freaking out.  

My first question is can this be a sign of Herpes and/or something else?  

If I go to a hospitial (I am located in the US) can they test for Herpes on site and get me the results?  

Ugh I messed up so bad and I am honestly scared.  Any advice/help much appreciated.

[Mistakeguy789]

I figured I would stop posting here but was thinking of a journal type deal.  What do you think?

[Mistakeguy789]

I actually think that your next response is going to be the one that says get mental help lol.

[Mistakeguy789]

I am reaaalllly trying very very very very much.  Its like a cloud that consumes me.  Because I feel like I have cuts down there and they burn and then I sometimes feel a burn when I go to the bathroom and I never full clear my bladder too.  So I dunno.  

If this was the "outbreak" once it clears up won't the antibodies be present since the body would fight the "infection" at that point.

[gracefromHHP]

you also have wbc's in your urine when you have an infection from bacteria too. You really need to get herpes off your brain I think.

grace

[Mistakeguy789]

Yeah it is.  But it is bothersom completely.  Sadly I keep seeing different problems.  What sucks is I got one of those UTI kits.  It came up with some WBC being present.  I look it up and it says that if you have a leision in your penis it will cause the WBC to be present.  I sadly am giving up hope that I am negative.  At this point I think I am going to lose my girlfriend and everything else.  Sucks majorly.  I can't wait for 6 Weeks to go by for another test and then the other 6 weeks at that point.

[gracefromHHP]

It sounds like you are spending a lot of time with your private parts worrying. You've been seen and examine and tested for the basics. It's time to come up with a better hobby than your nasty bits don't you think?

grace